Теперь и на английском языке тоже.
You visited me on the 5th day of summer,
Back then I was almost fourteen.
It felt like the whole world just paused, and I wonder,
I still wonder what did that mean...
What did you mean, when you muted all sounds?
What did you mean, when you cut my breath?
Fourteen years thinking but I still wonder -
What did you mean, my death?
I don't even know to this day what was sharper -
The edge of that blade or your smirk;
That strange stare you gave me stuck somewhere inside me,
I'm sure that you knew it will hurt.
Why did you come but did not take me with you?
Why did you leave me in that gloomy depth?
Fourteen years thinking and I still wonder -
Should I say "thank you", my death?